I know how you feel, I really do. Ya leave a game because you are unhappy with it, mechanics, development process, whatever made you unhappy. You still have attachments to the players and a sense of longing for the way things were. Come back to the game under the auspice of "just visiting" but really you want to see something that will compel you to return. The game is not a new game, it's the same game and there are some of the same people, some new people. I've never had a lot of luck falling back into a game I once loved then turned from. I see you felt it important to tell us all that you still don't like the game, I'm sure the people who used to know you care.