So here's my story: there's this guy on my server that I know uses hacks but is not necessarily a hacker(supposedly uses them only to kill other hackers, IDK) and he kills me several times(yes with a shotgun mainly although once with a mercenary and once with c4) and I'm in a bad mood. I've been awake for awhile and have had some wine plus I'm running around as an infil in cqc but with a bolt action(I am not a great quick scoper) - this is all kind of my own fault, I can be a bit of a masochist. I have violent thoughts about him as well as just feeling like a failure, natural FPS feelings when you've been playing past a point you should've logged. Doesn't help that the guy is a bit egotistic and thinks shotguns are fine(yes there were tells between us unfortunately one day when I was whining about them in /yell he messaged me with some form of l2p yoda wisdom nonsense except less nice than yoda). Which is why it's irritating that I'm being killed by him. Basically...think AccelPrime from these forums except worse typing skills. Considered logging onto his faction but in some odd turn of events ended up healing and reviving him instead - I don't know what is wrong with me. I log off an on sporadically as my rage ebbs and flows. Then suddenly there're tons of korean players on(it's like 5 am west coast server). Platoons of them in the same outfit. They are...very easy to kill. They stand still a lot when shooting, and I'm sure their latency is just terrible. I am padding my K/D like mad just popping heads - as much as I hate to admit I can't help but pay some attention to K/D though I wish it didn't exist. After a certain point though, it's not fun. It's too easy and I feel like I'm probably ruining their fun. I guess there aren't any servers for them, and for whatever reason they play with terrible lag anyway. I guess I'm not really going anywhere with this just felt like sharing the experience. I should go back to therapy.